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Jack Rackham ([personal profile] jackrackham) wrote2019-10-23 11:00 am
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And teach me how to name the bigger light (for eliot)

It's been days since they've arrived in this place and Jack is beginning to give up hope that whatever brought them here will deliver them back from whence they'd been taken. Up til now, he hadn't wanted to venture far from Anne in case of just that possibility, but he can't stay locked away in their strange little rooms forever.

He has his own assigned lodging to investigate, so once he's out of the street, he heads in that direction. He takes his time. It's still fucking cold out, but it's hard not to take time when there are so many things that are entirely incomprehensible to him. The occasional honk from a car passing by never fails to make him flinch, and the strange lights and sounds are a constant unnerving baseline. It doesn't help that further, he doesn't fit in at all. His coat and hat and weapons make people look in his direction, but nobody stops and asks if he's new, if he's one of these visitors from another world, if he needs any assistance. He can see in their faces people willing away his strangeness, and he hates it.

At the first intersection, he pauses and takes note of the other pedestrians, how they push the button and wait to cross the street. He pauses with them and turns to his left, squinting at a strange humming coming from a large metal cabinet standing on the pavement. The crowd moves, and he moves with it.

At the next intersection, the crowd moves on, and he stays, staring at the humming metal box. Another one, here. He lifts a hand up and cautiously touches the surface. Smooth, cool, no movement that he can detect. He drops his hand, and examines the small lock holding together the doors. It's nothing major, more of a deterrent than an actual safety measure. No doubt easily broken.

He looks to his left and right. There are people on this side of the street, but none that are actively watching him at the moment. He slides his dagger out of his belt, scabbard and all, and turns it around in his hand. It takes three strikes with the pommel before the little lock falls open. He pulls it off and goes to open the cabinet. A second glance down the street and he spots someone crossing to the other side to avoid him. Just as well, he doesn't want to talk to them, either.

He's expecting that inside there will be a clue, a hint to understanding something about this place. What he finds is a jumble of rubber wires and panels and instrumentation that he doesn't understand and couldn't begin to if he tried. It looks horrific, like if the bones and sinews of this place had fused into a strange humming node.

He tucks his dagger back into his belt and raises a hand to rub at the side of his face. "...Huh."
eliotwaugh: (shy smile)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2019-11-25 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
Eliot's not sure what kind of reaction he was expecting, but it certainly wasn't this. Jack actually laughs, and after a startled moment Eliot gathers he's pleased with the news. it's such a relief honestly that he hasn't ruined it; Eliot can't help smiling too.

"Yeah," he affirms, and his instinct is to blurt out something like 'who's Henry Avery' but he doesn't. Partly because he's watching Jack look fondly into the middle distance, but mostly because they've arrived.

"Ah, here we are." He gets the door for Jack and follows into the coffee shop, wondering how the distinctly thrift-store-bohemian decor will seem to someone unfamiliar with the modern cafe concept. He's not certain he wants to completely overwhelm Jack with the whole pageantry of drinks that exist in the espresso renaissance, and he thinks over his options. "Go ahead and grab a table," he says, indicating the slew of mismatched furniture, "I'll just put an order in."

Eliot makes his way to the counter, frowning in indecision. "French press for two," he says finally, "and a couple for the board? and...hm, what pastries are left?" They might as well have something to eat, he thinks. Thankfully he's stopped here often enough and tipped generously enough that Dharma gives him a discount on the few pastries that are left in the case, and he gives her a wink and a crooked smile.

He's going to be late for work, he realizes, and almost laughs to himself at how it had utterly slipped his mind with the way the day's turned out. As he wanders back with a small selection of baked goods to where Jack's waiting, he shoots off a quick text to Martin explaining his absence.

"So I don't know what you like," he says, setting the plate down between them, "but they had a couple croissants and a scone and this apple tart that I've had before, it's amazing."
eliotwaugh: (ooh~)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2019-12-09 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
Eliot wants to protest, a little annoyed, that he was offering the tart because he thinks Jack would like it, not because he wants it for his own. But he finds himself arrested and stands slack-jawed for a moment as he watches Jack run a hand through his hair. Oh, he thinks. Okay.

He sinks absently into a chair and notes how Jack's made himself comfortable, how he looks a little rumpled. How, Eliot thinks as his gaze tracks between Jack's hair and his neck and the precise movements of his hands, the overall effect of his whole everything is actually...rather dashing.

This is going to be his whole day. He cuts the tart in half and considers Jack's take on the matter.

"Well, Captain," he says, keeping his tone light and conversational, "if a little gratification helps take the sting out of this whole kidnapping situation, then I'm happy to provide." And he is, certainly, he knows his interest here is more than just historical curiosity. Eliot doesn't let the thought sit for too long though, both because Jack is a bit hard to read, and at that point Dharma brings the coffee over.

"As far as I've been able to tell, the course of history in this world was much the same as mine." Eliot moves on, thinking about parallels and points of divergence as he strains the grounds and starts to pour Jack a cup. "Different names perhaps, different artists and musicians of note, but my education became...specialized after a certain point, I don't..." He thinks about what he knows of magical history, and wonders how forthcoming he should be here. There were certainly plenty of Magicians in early modern times who got moderately famous in the mundane world, but who knows whether Jack would have heard of them.

"It's a bit esoteric, like are you familiar at all with John Dee? It's all to do with symbols and balance, and I can't imagine what it must have been like for you, just scores of people out there on the ocean trying make names for themselves, but you know, very good work there, crafting something that means intimidation so clearly. There's power in that." He could probably make a decent sigil out of it, with a bit of time, though who knows what he'd use it for. He's getting lost in the weeds a bit. 

He clears his throat. "How do you take it?" he asks, handing Jack the cup and saucer. "Cream and sugar?"
eliotwaugh: (handsome smirk)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2019-12-16 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
He makes a note of how Jack takes his coffee; it's worth knowing, even if he is a little brusque about it, but perhaps it can't be helped. Eliot can't imagine he'd do very well at retaining his own manners if he were suddenly plunked down in such an alien environment. There's so much to adjust to.

Eliot fixes his own cup, light and sweet--and he's well past the age where he cares if that makes him look childish. It's far more important to enjoy himself. He does his best to listen to what Jack knows of the the Tudor philosopher, instead of simply staring at his delicate, mesmerizingly precise hands. Eliot introduced the subject after all, and he needs to know what kind of knowledge base Jack has before he dumps more potentially stressful revelations on him.

"Oh no, you've got it right," he says, once Jack's finished. He takes a breath; the moment of truth. "Of course I don't know if magic exists in your world, but...well. It does in mine, you see, though it's not common knowledge. By all accounts Dee only learned enough to gain wealth and court influence, never had any real talent or appreciation for the art." Eliot smirks a little, taking a sip of his coffee. "Funny how he made a better Magician in Shakespeare than he ever did in life."

"I realize that's a lot to take in," Eliot adds, with a bit of a sympathetic wince. "And I'd hate for you to write me off as some kind of charlatan so-" He lays out a napkin on front of him and drips a spoonful of coffee onto it, before looking up at Jack with a grin. "I'll give you a bit of a demonstration, this is a fun little exercise." It's a limited reversal of entropy field; he makes the framework with his fingers, and as he pushes down on the space above the napkin, the coffee stain shrinks and reconstitutes itself into a perfect orb of liquid resting against the white surface.

It only takes a minimum of telekinetic force to direct the little ball to skating over the surface, drawing out a design in coffee. "There you go," Eliot says cheerily once he's done, and he slides the napkin across to Jack, now adorned with skull and swords. "Not as grand as claiming to transcribe the language of angels, but it's much more fun at parties."
eliotwaugh: (look)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2019-12-22 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
For a full ten seconds Jack appears to have completely shut down, and looking at him makes Eliot feel guilty. He's been through enough already, being taken here. Eliot himself had a hard enough time adjusting when he first arrived, and he had a reasonable foundation of dimensional travel under his belt. But now he's gone and tried too hard to be impressive, again, and to what end? He frowns a little, and keeps eating. The pastry is exactly as flaky and delicious as it always is, but Eliot enjoys it a little less as he sits and waits for this man to, probably, have some kind of meltdown.

But then he doesn't; Jack seems to pull himself together, and Eliot wonders if that's simply what he looks like when he's thinking. And it's a very good question he's raised.

"Aren't you shrewd," says Eliot, feeling less guilty and much more impressed. "And unfortunately it depends. Back home, the systems I learned, there were limits to one person's capability, variables dependent on when and where you're working a spell and some rather nasty consequences if you pushed yourself too far and fucked it up." That's putting it lightly, makes it sound like a joke, but Eliot doesn't have the wherewithal to get deep into theory and personal tragedy here. He sighs.

"Here, though? I'm not certain what the limits are, and I haven't tried too hard to find out. There are people here from different worlds whose abilities seem limitless to my understanding. Perhaps they're operating on a different scale, but," he shrugs and sips his coffee. "For myself it's a convenience. Minor mendings, finding lost objects, lifting heavy boxes, that sort of thing. Bit of crime," Eliot adds, because if anyone's going to refrain from judgement on that score it's a known criminal, "and there's battle magic, of course, but I dislike personal violence and so far there hasn't been a need."

That's downplaying it by a fair margin, but he doesn't want to leave Jack completely overwhelmed. Eliot nudges the halved tart toward him, slightly annoyed that he hadn't taken the hint. "Here, this is for you," he says gently. "Try it."
eliotwaugh: (interest piqued)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2019-12-27 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
"Uh," Eliot says eloquently as all thought comes to a screeching halt. Jack is saying something, asking questions and none of it registers because it takes every fiber of Eliot's being not to keep staring at his fucking mouth.

He shifts in his chair, tapping the cup in some desperate attempt to burn off the sudden nervous energy suffusing him. Eliot tries to think, tries to pay attention to what Jack is saying and who knows what his own face must be doing. Is he sweating? For fuck's sake. It can't have been intentional, and Eliot can't believe something so mundane's got him hot and bothered.

"The--crimes, okay no." He's starting to catch up. "I mean it was--the point was to be good at it, to achieve mastery of the craft, it's...it's all academia, people either have to want to teach or be scholars for decades or just...find something else for their lives to be about." It's a far more useful feeling to seize upon, the old frustration that none of them were ever really served well by what Brakebills offered. "The magical job market isn't very exciting, I'm afraid. It gets...people get bored. People make bad choices when they're bored."

He's not bored now, though he still feels like he's teetering on the edge of something. He should be more careful. Eliot heaves a little sigh, and makes himself smile, all bland affability. It's fine. "I've found employment here but even with that and the stipend from the City I'd rather supplement my income and be...comfortable. It's mostly harmless, I think."
eliotwaugh: (consternation)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2019-12-28 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
If there's a silver lining to be found in all this, it's that Jack's line of questioning pulls Eliot up short, any thought about inconvenient attraction banished to the back of his mind.

"Well," Eliot starts to answer, but he can't quite manage to get a thought out. His first instinct is to be insulted, and part of him wants to defend his education, the idea of doing something for its own sake because it was difficult and worth the effort, but as affronted as he may be, Jack's questions are...annoyingly pertinent. He's not wrong, that's the fucking thing.

He stares at his coffee, which supplies no answers. As defensive as he feels, he also wants to agree: yes, it was all kind of bullshit in the end, no it didn't prepare any of them for what they'd actually end up encountering. Yes, he's still a little bitter. Even if he did get a good deal out of it. He wishes there were easy answers, or ones he could give without sounding like a complete prick. But he can't just keep silent either, not in the face of Jack's scrutiny.

"I think Magicians have been asking themselves what the point is since the beginning," he replies with a sigh. He remembers all the arguments he used to get in with Richard, practically screaming matches. Fucking morally simplistic Christian Richard. "Practically speaking, not many people can do magic, and the general public don't know it exists, and I assume the secrecy is to prevent Magicians from becoming, I don't know, exploited for labor. Or maybe it's oversight to keep us from turning into maniacal dictators. Wondrous or not, magic can't change human nature. There are people who study to try and improve existing technology, or use magic to mitigate natural disasters and climate change, but I honestly don't know that there are enough Magicians to make a difference."

Eliot knows he's running the risk of becoming very grim, and he ought to leave it at that. He thinks as he sips the coffee and sets the cup back down, and he can't quite keep the bitterness out of his voice when he adds, "They didn't train us for battle, at my school. They assured us we wouldn't need to use that kind of magic." And they were so very wrong, but he can't get into all that with a stranger.
eliotwaugh: (major side-eye)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2019-12-30 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not officially, no." Eliot manages a smile, relieved that Jack's changed the subject. He's doing a poor job of being welcoming, answering innocent questions with his own personal baggage. This, in comparison, is much easier to talk about.

"I'm at an archive, set up by a couple of people who came from a world where they were doing similar work, and they...wanted to get back into it," he elaborates. He leaves out that it was a matter of medical necessity, for John. "So apparently in addition to the horrible little envelopes they supply when you arrive, the city has just...a bunch of files on all the people who get kidnapped here. I don't know if they just appear or what, or how long this has even been going on, but no one's done any cataloging of it whatsoever and these fellows offered to take on the work." Eliot smirks a little. "I think City Hall was probably glad to be rid of it, it's a massive shambles, no sort of order to be found and well, given the esoteric nature of some of the people who arrive here some of the information is...in a bit of a state. The magic's actually been rather helpful, setting up containment, and that sort of thing. But it's mostly boring."

A thought occurs to him, as he finishes off his half of the tart. "You know they'll probably have your file in sometime soon, if you're interested in stopping by. Can't guarantee you'll find any information as to why the hell any of this is happening, but." Eliot shrugs sympathetically. "Better than nothing, I suppose."
eliotwaugh: (omg lol)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2019-12-31 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
Jack's initial response is noncommittal, and Eliot wonders if his explanation of the Archive wasn't as enlightening as he'd hoped. It's a difficult line to walk, he realizes, trying to provide useful information without being overwhelming. Jack's little face journey only confirms that Eliot was not cut out for teaching.

He's finishing off his cup of coffee when Jack mentions the library, and he has to stop himself from choking on it once he realizes what this means.

"--petition for access?" he says, swallowing abruptly and clearing his throat. "You mean you haven't...you haven't been to the library?" He grins, positively gleeful. "Oh my fucking god you haven't been to the library. Okay this is--change of plans. Finish your coffee, we need to get over there immediately." This is perfect. This is going to be amazing.

"So okay yes, there's a lot of weird and horrible aspects to life in these times," he starts to explain as he consolidates his mess, "but they've really done some amazing things with public services. 'Cause all the little bits of sales tax on things like clothes and coffeeshop lunches--are you going to want that?" He gestures at the scone, urging Jack to finish up. "We can get a bag or something if you want to take it with. Anyway, the city government gets all the tax money and they use it to fund things like the public library. You already have access, it belongs to all of us."

He might sound a bit evangelical, but honestly, Eliot's got a good feeling about this. "Come on, you're gonna love it."
eliotwaugh: (shy smile)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2020-01-10 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
When he takes their ephemera to the bussing tray in the corner, Eliot pockets the napkin. Jack's already gathering his things to leave. The little coffee drawing certainly isn't great art, but all the same he feels bad just throwing it away.

Jack is a flurry of excitement once they're out the door, and Eliot can barely get a word in edgewise. "Like, lots of kinds?" He doesn't really know what the state of literacy was in Jack's time, but he's glad at least that he was right in pegging the man as a nerd. The absolute awe on his face as he sees the inside of the library is--charming, certainly, but also infectious. Eliot misses being that excited about something like this, but he'll have to content himself with enjoyment by proxy.

Jack wanders like a kid in a candy store, and Eliot can't help a fond smile as he makes his own way to the reference desk.

"Hi," he says to the librarian, the sort-of cute one whose name he hasn't gotten yet, "would you happen to have a little copy of the classification system? My ah, associate over there--" and he points to Jack peering at the stacks. Eliot wants to call him a friend but that seems...presumptuous. "He's new to the whole concept."

"Oh, of course," the librarian replies, and when he reaches for a display of brochures Eliot catches a glimpse of his nametag. Charlie. He wonders idly what kind of person goes by a nickname in a professional capacity, and whether he has lots of freckles. He looks like he has lots of freckles. "Here." Charlie hands him a couple items with a blandly polite smile. "There's the Dewey system listing and also the general information, hours and loan periods. He can register over at the circulation desk."

Eliot gives him a smirk and a wink. "You're a lifesaver," he says, but he barely registers the blush this produces on Charlie's face because Jack has returned from his initial exploration and is looking at him like--like something, he doesn't know what.

For a moment Eliot can only stare at Jack, and cannot reply; it's a queer feeling, seeing someone made so happy by a comparatively small gesture, and he feels a flush of pride. Like he's back on the Muntjac, questing for the golden keys. Like he's driven back the Lorian army. For the first time since getting stuck here, Eliot thinks, it feels like he's done something right.

"Good," he answers with a small nod, smiling. "I'm glad." He clears his throat, finding it suddenly dry, and offers Jack the brochures. "So I've got some information to start you out with, the first thing I think is...do you have your ID card with you?"
eliotwaugh: (subdued)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2020-01-27 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ah." Eliot can't help feeling a little disappointed at the Jack's answer, and he knows he looks it. Fortunately Jack is too distracted by the information in the brochures to look up, and by the time he's managed to wrangle both the papers and his hat (looking adorably overexcited), Eliot schools his expression into something neutral.

"Yes, that's what you'd need the card for," he explains, looking over the text that Jack's indicated. "I know it's all rather ghoulish, having that just show up with your image, but I'm afraid if's fairly essential to modern life. Of course in normal places you know, you go to a city office and have it made but I suppose Darrow can't do things without being dramatic." He rolls his eyes, thinking of his own picture. He'd get it out to show Jack, but honestly being here in a modern world again makes the kingly garb feel a little costumey and embarrassing.

And pirates aren't traditionally friends with royalty, he supposes. There's that.

"Anyway it's a basic proof of residence and identity, and if you bring it back in to the library you can register for a free membership card and they'll lend you books and things for...two weeks? Maybe longer if you ask for a renewal on the loan period. There's usually a small fee to pay if you return them late but it's nothing too dire." Eliot sighs, and looks around the space. "Without that you can still come in and read here, of course, but there's...not much else to be done."
eliotwaugh: (shy smile)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2020-01-31 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
He shrugs. It's been easy enough to readjust to modern technology and a life broken down into several essential pieces to carry around, but Eliot spent enough years in Fillory that he knows the irritation evident in Jack's voice. It's different here, being a part of a multitude and requiring more identification than just one's word.

Jack explains his plans for the day, his partner he needs to get back to. Eliot feels a little extraneous, like he could just go into work late after all. But he'd be distracted, worried maybe. He wishes there was more he could do. At the very least he can leave the offer open.

"Anytime," Eliot says, and he means it. Jack isn't quite the lost duckling Quentin was, wandering up the Brakebills lawn without a sense of self, but Eliot's feeling is similar enough: the man could use a friend. He takes Jack's hand, smiling. He really does have lovely hands, all cool skin and bony, delicate fingers. Eliot clears his throat. "I should give you my contact information, in case there's anything you need or...just to chat? I know there's a lot to adjust to, but something tells me you'll be all right." As soon as he says it, it feels far too earnest for someone he's just met, and Eliot nods in what he hopes is a masculine way and punctuates the handshake by clapping Jack on the shoulder.
eliotwaugh: (subdued)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2020-02-03 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
He draws back, startled when Jack winces, and immediately starts to apologize.
"Shit, I'm--" but he cannot finish his thought, boggled as he is by trying to reconcile the image of this man, who's shown himself to be curious and intellectual, with the idea of recent deadly combat. Eliot wants to ask but by the time he thinks to Jack's moved on, fumbling with his phone.

"It's...not that intuitive," Eliot says as he takes the device, unable to really speak quickly while he's trying to remember his own number to add to Jack's contacts. "Unless you've got the knowledge base of uh, older communications technology. Hold on." He pulls out his own phone to check his work and add Jack's number. "I know people here seem like they're born phone-in-hand, but, well. In my case for example it's been a few years since I've even had one, magic and electronics don't really mix that easily where I came from."

He shrugs, completes the entry, and gives Jack back his phone with an apologetic grimace. "I'm so sorry about that," Eliot says, looking at his shoulder. He wonders what kind of medical intervention Jack would have had access to, but it can't have been great. He almost wants to suggest they go to the hospital or a clinic to get it looked at, but the atomic half-life of this conversation is inexorably fizzling out and to linger would just make him feel a bit pathetic. "I should...let you go, but I'm glad to have been of some help. I hope you have a good rest of your day."

When Eliot turns to leave he feels more awkward than he has in literal years. But, he supposes, it always could have gone worse.
eliotwaugh: (oh worm?)

[personal profile] eliotwaugh 2020-02-04 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Eliot pulls up short when Jack nearly collides with him, too close and too sudden and he feels a little alarmed before he understands what Jack's saying.

"Ah-" he stammers, absently touching his own neck. "No it's--it's fine." It's not that he'd forgotten about the scarf, but he'd just assumed that the loan was going to last longer than an afternoon. New arrival, unprepared for the cold. It might have been an expensive accessory but it's not as if Eliot doesn't have others at his disposal.

He puts a hand up to stop Jack, and offers him an appeasing smile. "You can just borrow it for a while, I really don't mind."